Life Betwen Lives - a session

[Subsequent to the PLR session, I wanted to experience my spirit world visit before I was born into this life. I was interested in knowing what was the plan for this life in terms of lessons to be learnt and whether I had some more way to go. Therapist SC guided me through it]

SC first took me to my immediate past life though a backward flow of my current life and womb state. I found myself dropping through the air at night. I was a British army commando leader named Kennedy paradropping into Germany Rhine area. Our team was too small to suceed in the mission and I get fatally shot in the stomach.

Suddenly I find myself high in the sky. My soul has taken off. I am satisfied with my life as it was a patriotic death. SC guides me to a white tunnel and with heavy tingling all over my body, I emerge into a wide river of light and am floating along.

The scene cuts to a huge book being shoved in my face by a small old man. I am in a huge library so this might be my Book of Life and the old man a librarian. I cannot read the script but after some time, I find some picture pages. The pictures of my family after my death show sadness. I know that although I was a good military officer, I had left them in dire straits. My wife had never supported my joining the army.

An old man looking like Gandalf has now appeared at the library. He is my spirit guide, named Dexter. He looks like Gandalf now because I like that character. I am happy to see him. My spirit name is Xander. Dexter said, "The big things went well, but the family?"

We were walking to a building with Gothic columns, where I knew that I would meet the Council of Elders. We entered a room like a ballroom with red carpet, where 5 people were sitting on a kidney shaped table - one lady and 4 men, all oldish. The lady had put on a garish robe and she smiled as she caught my expression. "To remind you that you need more colour in your life" she said. The central person appeared the brightest. I asked him about my soul's progress. "Your handling of bigger causes is very good. But you have neglected handling relationships, which also part of a soul's growth. In your Kennedy birth, the same pattern repeated."

What was the purpose of this Rajat birth? I was told that in my current birth, I myself had chosen an easy material life so that I could focus on nurturing relationships. And how was I doing? "Could do better. If you feel love, show it. First to your family. Then take up some altruistic activity preferably involving children. Your heart still has blocks. These will help to remove them". The Council gave me a chance at undergoing this LBL so that I would not waste further time on improving this aspect of my personality.

We left the building. SC asked me whether I could sense the presence of any higher power. I could. Infinitely high up there was a dazzling point of light. As soon as I looked towards it, I started floating up. My heart was filling up with an indescribable emotion, practically bursting, while tears streamed across my cheeks and wet my pillow. I remained floating up there, bathed in an overwhelming sense of unconditional love. Then suddenly I was back beside Dexter once again.

I wanted to meet my soul group and we moved across to another building, outside which 5/6 people were waiting. I recognised Panna with her blue aura, and Udayan/Sushmita, VRM appearing as a little boy, just for fun. There is also Manihar/Charu. We all embrace. I have a purple and white aura.

We are a study group and discuss our previous births and how they could have been better managed. Sometimes we study on our own in the library. Our group is mixture of idealists, like I and VRM and Charu, and fun loving people like Panna and Sushmita and Manihar. Balancing is what this group is trying to achieve. Charu is the most advanced soul among all of us. Dexter is our guide.

The atmosphere in the spirit world, our true home from where we have chosen to take birth on earth, is one of love, acceptance and encouragement. There is no hint of any negative emotion anywhere. Spirits sometimes take some form for fun, else they are white glows. Conversation is telepathic. Time is all simultaneous. I had reached there through the Kennedys death portal but was discussing my current birth with the elders. Panna is there on earth in Rajat’s life but also a part of her spirit is there in the spirit world. It's amazing.

There being no other queries from me, SC brought me down to my body

Past Life Regression - a session

[I had for a long time desired to learn about past lives and life-between-lives. Books by Michael Newton that I read recently brought the reality of this to the forefront. I located a therapist in Mumbai trained at the Michael Newton Institute in PLR and LBL and had an appointment with her].

Therapist took me deep and jumped to the birth where my claustrophobia first started.

I found myself standing on a ledge high up, looking down past my bare feet, trousers cut short like the Chinese. I was a twelve year old boy named Chang.

The building was shaking and there were people down there including my father, some asking me to jump and some telling not to. I did not know what to do.

It was an earthquake probably in China and the year was around 1870.

We were very poor. My father was a labourer but a hard man and a hard father. I was the only child and my father would force me to work as well. I don't think I was happy.

While undecided, the building crashed around me and I was buried alive. (In my current birth, I have the trait of choosing the first option available - scared to wait). I was in pain and suffocating (my body in trance started sweating and crying. Therapist told me to move forward through the gate of light, if any.) With heavy tingling all over my body,  Chang's soul passed through the glow of light, but I could not see anything. After some time, Chang found clouds all around. He moved  down and could faintly see a scene of devastation.

Therapist asks the white guides to heal Chang's soul pains that have been carried over to mine and she did a white light healing for the claustrophobia.

Question put to Chang's soul... Why was he born to die so early without any experience? Chang replied that it was to teach Chang's father the pain of losing a child, since he had been heavy-handed with children in many births. Chang's father's soul had wanted this in his birth and Chang had volunteered to be his son who died.

Before coming out of the trance, Therapist asked Chang's soul whether there was any message my current soul would do well to absorb and internalise. Chang said telepathetically: "Do your bit and don't worry".

Therapist had asked me after the session whether I remembered how Chang's father looked. I tried to remember his face looking up at Chang and realised that his eyes were not Chinese eyes, but were the eyes of VRM, my previous boss in my current birth. Surprisingly, though VRM was dominating and brash with everybody, he had always been soft with me, and I, although not approving his rough behaviour, always understood and admired his strength of purpose. He was almost a father figure.

[There was a big earthquake in Gansu Province in China in 1879].